Bipolar

It's been about two weeks since I've been on this downward spiral, I'm trying to come out of it, but I can't even get out of bed. I hear these voices in my head telling me that my chances of having a happy fulfilling life are over, and the only thing left to do is lay there. Even the small things, like getting up to eat, or go pee, I don't want to do. I hate it when people call me, or try and talk to me. It's just really annoying. I want everyone and everything to just go away. To leave me alone. My husband wants me to talk to him about my feelings, and it was really hard at first. I couldn't get the words out, I was so unbelievably overwhelmed with my feeling that I couldn't get them out.  There is so much going on in my head. Racing thoughts, worries and fears that everything is constantly falling apart. I need help.  God, send me a sign.